The problem is expectations...i expect him not to hurt me over few things,he expects me to understand.We both are right to an extent but thats not the solution....so what is it that we can do to make it better without making the other person feel like crap or just wothless...
Compromise??is that an answer?No it is not...i mean its not really gonna fix the problem,
we are two stuborn people,we are not easily convinced...we dont know how and when to admit that we made a mistake.
i dont wanna fight,i dont wanna complain all the time but im becoming the person i never thought i ll become...and he never seems to understand... its not his fault,i wasnt like this so probably he is also havin problem adjusting with me.
Instead of trying to make things better i just drift in the thoughts of hurting myself... i start crying like a baby and the only thing on mind is that i dont deserve to live.... though its not true!!everyone deserves to live for so many reasons or let it be just one reason but no one and nothin is useless and worthless....
All i want is to be happy which i am when im with him... but then even a lil misunderstanding or joke can lead me to the same sick thought process... i want his help cox no one else can fix it!!
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